It was supposed to be the season of joy and merriment. Christmas, the author's favorite holiday. Instead of unwrapping gifts, Carol Lynne Smith found herself in a hospital fighting for her life. Multiple massive and ravenous fibroid tumors were literally draining blood from her buddy. In the months ahead she would realize how much trauma and emotional pain she carried in her body, and she would find herself wondering if she was still a woman. Using chakras, grounding, sage and other non-traditional healing methods along with the doctor's instructions and Biblical understanding, Smith chartered a course to her healing which she shares here.