The remarkable true story of one women's journey of survival. She shares her experiences of childhood sexual abuse, addiction, self-destruction, and numerous suicidal attempts. She knew there had to be more...Her story describes how we can come out wearing our crowns with purpose after experiencing years of spiritual warfare. Refusing to give up Chaplain Tammie came to the realization that addiction begins in the spiritual realm and is authored by the devil; BUT God is our abundance" this means that God makes our lives abundant and provides all of us with all that we need for our body, soul, and spirit. It took three suicide attempts and 20 years of addiction before Chaplain Tammie realized that all her suffering was for purpose. She came to realize that through all the trauma and self-destructive behaviors God was preparing her crown. She understood that she did not have to be perfect to be loved by God just willing to allow Him to lead the way. This transparent inspiring memoir is about one courageous women's journey to overcome the darkness and walk in the love and light of Jesus Christ encouraging other's that they to can be free!!