It wasn't until early 2018 that I was forced to realize that something was seriously wrong in my life. At thirty-eight years old, my relationship and marriage of over ten years fell apart. I was jobless and living on a friend's couch. I felt numb and completely lost in the world without a compass. As the months passed and I got back on my feet, I began to truly understand what had happened to me in that time. Through seeing two different therapists during and after the fallout of my marriage, it became extremely clear. I had endured a lifetime of abuse that had gone unnoticed since birth. It was covert and almost led me to suicide on more than one occasion. I had been denying my true self because of it my whole life. Through my recovery process I am now able to say, "Enough Is Enough"